Feeling a little uneasy and stressed lately; began with my lucent cellpipe ADSL modem blown up by the mother nature - told dad to buy a new modem, the new modem apparently needs a driver? tell me if my router controls and dials my modem, why do i need a driver on my PC? the modem is in no way connected to my machine, it runs to through my router. So my dad is bitchin about it and i can't really tell what the problem is and how to rectify it. *sigh*
Then there's an event that i'll miss, which is Big Day Out Summer 05 *sigh* so i'll miss SOAD, beastie boys, chemical brothers, concord dawn. Event plays in AKL on December 21st, the tix are pricey but was willing to pay NZD103 to see the B boys! But consolation is im back in Malaysia soaking up the sun. *sigh* plane tickets booked and received email that tix are in.
Of course there's the lingering thought that i'll be outta a job when i get back to AKL. I figure i'll start my postgraduate studies next year but it depends if i get to secure a job at AUT. They've advertised full time positions and i've received news about it but yet to receive confirmation on what to do next. i could then still wait for the casual teaching job again but it all lingers ... *sigh*
i'm feeling like a mess, i've just been so tired { not that i've done anything } , i feel lethargic and i dunno ...... hope i get the lotto jackpot this week. *sigh*
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