back in aotearoa

i've left sunny, humid and land of driving bravery, Malaysia on Saturday 9pm and lost a day so i'm back in Aotearoa on midday Sunday. A good full day to start on some MA practice which i was supposed to have done last 2 weeks. heh.

plugged in to my beautifulness wrapped with a BASS pounding poofy headphones lying around in my around; i began to think, "here i go alone again". the trip did do some good, it made me realise that i might never enjoy the creative commercial industry anymore. i spent a good 20 minutes thinking about it on the plane, i rather love what i'm doing than to loathe it everyday as a means to an end. the prospect of leading a creative team is fan-fuckin-tastic, it has been something that i've always wanted to do but when you live, breathe and sleep a job, it becomes tiresome. This study break has helped with job fatigue and done wonders for me, eventhough i may bitch + moan about everything. it's still too early to tell, but as of now, i have no plans to break into the industry, maybe as a consultant for some student start-ups.

I've never quite noticed this but i do after prolonged stay abroad.
+ Auckland seems quiet compared to KL/PJ.
+ Nose boogers are darker and gooey in KL/PJ.
+ You can almost never lose weight in KL/PJ
+ Everyone looks shorter.

perception is such a fucked up behaviour.

.: more when i'm less zoned and edgy from lack of work :.