on a rebound . hopefully.

thanks to everyone with comments; good or bad, doesn't matter at least someone's reading shit here.

well to update, i was feeling depressed + emo (the same effect when listening to coldplay) you'd be glad to know that i have since trashed the coldplay mp3 album and progressed to much happier tunes on my mp3 player i.e. marie by solvieg(i love her) + today by SP.

i still wish that i had real friends who can talk about football (it's not called soccer) and not about rugby. i wish that some would understand malaysian slang (jokes don't seem that funny anymore without the la's and mah's). i wish i didn't have to go through this difficult stage in life alone. but for all it's worth, it'll be over soon.

on a bitter (yup bitter not better) reality side of things

i got served a notice to pay for a book i lost. what the fuck? i gave the book back and now they can't find it and alas i have to pay for it. ok. shit happens. i agree. i will pay. the book is $28.51 + $10 processing fee. i'm going to the librarian to ask what the fuck is a processing fee and if i understand correctly it's just a bullshit charge for someone to sit at the counter, key in the missing book details on fucking amazon and charge it to the University. I'd be damned if i'm going to pay $10 for some idiot to do that when he/she is paid by the uni to do it. re-fucking-dicilous.

orientation for post graduate studies suck BIG time. all they do is stand on a foyer, sip wine and talk politics. what the fuck? i went there for food naturally, saved me lunch. skipped the politics talk though.

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new albums - none
recently watched shows -
lord of war ***/5 (nicholas cage doesn't make a good ukrainian
40 year old virgin ***/5 (funny @ some parts but lacks the X factor)
The Saw 2 ****/5 (as good as the 1st)
Doom **/5 (bad adaptation)
kiss kiss bang bang ***/5 (good editing, weak storyline)
9 songs ***/5 (porno as art)
last days */5 (fucking boring. didn't finish - fuck you gus van sant! you're supposed to be kurt's friend.)

newsflash - Mr Goldigger is coming to New Zealand.