i've been craving for a cigarette these past few weeks, a little sad, a little ironic seeing the fact that i've snubbed my last cigarette 5 or more years ago, picked it up for a month or 2 back in 2004 then snubbed it till now. an occasional spliff or 2 maybe but i've lost the 'urge' only for it to rear it's head once again. i don't have the urge but somedays i just take a deep breath almost as if i'm was toking it.
it's alright, i won't fall back again.
it starts all over again next week and a little part of me is raring to go, and a little part of me just wants to get it over + done with and a huge part of me is shouting "fuck students again!".
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