when friends are no longer friendly

i had left this in the edit window and forgot about it till today. This was supposed to be a 4th September post. i met my friend during the 2000's when she was lecturing at the same place. i found that she was quite exceptional, radical and very blunt. We hardly said hello or goodbye but knew of our presence. fate would have it that one graduation at KLCC we would be sitting within talking distance and we naturally bitched about having to work on saturday and not doing anything productive.

As history would have it, that she was best friends with the guy that my then girlfriend went out with. There was tension, there was mystery and there was animosity. I didn't try to notice, care nor bother about her life with the fags, drinks and boys.

i recently met her at a new place and a newer environment; naturally she forget my name but i always remembered. We talked on her first day and after a week of being friendly; i gave up. exasperated and annoyed. the conclusion is simple, if a person doesn't want to be friends then why fucking bother?

she may try her best to say "hello" but then why fucking bother.

she may try to be friendly with your roomates but then why fucking bother.

she may try to have things her way and you think otherwise but then why fucking bother.

she may drop hints that it's a reflection of who you are but then why fucking bother.

it's just too fucking bothersome to be friends with her.