i had just come off from a relationship of 3 years yesterday; 4 days before her scheduled birthday and i feel desolate, lost, empty and hollow as how someone would feel after a relationship.
i needed to do it for many reasons; but priority was her happiness and as usual i felt i did not give her just that. A friend told me once, "you're still the same, always looking out for other people and not yourself. When are you going to make yourself happy?"
issues of the heart is a strange matter; for once in my life i am listening to my head rather than my heart. It is strange to love a person so much that you are oblivious to your surroundings and whatever you did wrongfully; so then the mind takes over to keep you in check. i rarely listen to my head, i listen more to my heart. It made me sentimental, insecure and spontaneous; very bad combination of 3.
so now that it is over and both of us are recovering, recuperating and rediscovering. i have no idea what the future holds for me; if i would ever fall in love again but till then i am accepting possible resumes for deliberation with one condition - you will need to mend this broken heart.
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